everything has time... but not our love.
Just like V.I.Lenin's preface on the book "Imperialism the highest form of Socialism", i am going to advise on the conditions as to my writing this blog.
It is severely discouraged. lol. but there are no wars. present or the "cold" one. But maybe there is. one which dont have guns, but of decisions, hearts minds.. and godforsaken salaries.
well whatever.
my purpose for writing this blog is that i would like to note, that yesterday, it occured to me that i wanted to have a baby. yes. a baby boy. i hope he comes up already 4-5years old. and he can speak already. i would take care of him. give him everything he needed, spoil him at that. i would hug him. and kiss him. I dont know why that thought occured to me. But it was influenced by me hanging out in our family friend's house. And they have this adorable kid (who cried when i left their house after his bday party). And on that tuesday (i didnt go to work) i went to their house because i asked for help ..re: my car.
so when can i honestly.. realistically say that i can raise a child? not in the near future i guess. with the salary i have. i dont think i will be able to give him a "bright" future. lolz
well anyway.
i wasnt able to write that last Monday. I went to Badger's (bar) to watch the world cup. My team for that particular match won. And i won P200 as well. not bad. Considering i didnt sleep that night, and i slept at 5:30am and woke up at 7:30 to prepare for work... And i got drunk, and my car got drunk as well.. and tuesday was hell.
i had a friggin headache the wholeday.. even up to today. argh.
Last night i watched the Lennon Come Together concert again. And tried to figure out the how to play "Julia". =)
nice song..
It is severely discouraged. lol. but there are no wars. present or the "cold" one. But maybe there is. one which dont have guns, but of decisions, hearts minds.. and godforsaken salaries.
well whatever.
my purpose for writing this blog is that i would like to note, that yesterday, it occured to me that i wanted to have a baby. yes. a baby boy. i hope he comes up already 4-5years old. and he can speak already. i would take care of him. give him everything he needed, spoil him at that. i would hug him. and kiss him. I dont know why that thought occured to me. But it was influenced by me hanging out in our family friend's house. And they have this adorable kid (who cried when i left their house after his bday party). And on that tuesday (i didnt go to work) i went to their house because i asked for help ..re: my car.
so when can i honestly.. realistically say that i can raise a child? not in the near future i guess. with the salary i have. i dont think i will be able to give him a "bright" future. lolz
well anyway.
i wasnt able to write that last Monday. I went to Badger's (bar) to watch the world cup. My team for that particular match won. And i won P200 as well. not bad. Considering i didnt sleep that night, and i slept at 5:30am and woke up at 7:30 to prepare for work... And i got drunk, and my car got drunk as well.. and tuesday was hell.
i had a friggin headache the wholeday.. even up to today. argh.
Last night i watched the Lennon Come Together concert again. And tried to figure out the how to play "Julia". =)
nice song..
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