gloomy thursday

i dont know why, but i feel ultimately low today. it must be the weather.. god, i hope summer's not going to take a week longer to get here... ='(

so instead of drenching my mind with alcohol.. im listening to some really moody music. i always get to the "bring in the cavalry!!" mode. i drag all those moody songs to my player. heheh

Love in December by Club 8
No Ordinary Morning - Chicane
Lux - Northern Lights
Remember Me - Elak
Winter Pageant - Aromabar

and while looking for love in december's lyrics., i came across other club8 lyrics which were ... "sad" as well.. heheh and i thought the song "keeping track of time" was written for me..

you're keeping of time
but who is keeping track of you
your poets get you nowhere
and you know that

=)

here are the lyrics... read and weep. lol

love in december - club 8

so this is love
in the end of december
quiet nights
quiet stars
and i'm here
monday to sunday
cause you're fragile
and i'm weak

so you fall
when the nights grow longer
into sleep
and won't wake up

don't you worry
i'll be there for you
don't worry about me
you know me better than that
i'll catch you if you would fall

so you drift
when the days grow colder
away from me
and won't look back
far away
and i can't guide you
but i'm here
til the spring

don't you worry
i'll be there for you
don't worry about me
you know me better than that
i'll catch you if you would fall

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no ordinary morning - chicane

If there was nothing that I could say
Turned your back and you just walked away
Leaves me numb inside I think of you
Together is all I knew

We moved too fast but I had no sign
I would try to turn the hands of time
Then look to you for the reason why
The love we had passed me by

And as the sun would set you would rise
Fall from the sky into paradise
Is there no light in your heart for me?
You've closed your eyes, you no longer see

There were no lies between me and you
You said nothing of what you knew
But there was still something in your eyes
Left me helpless and paralyzed

You could give a million reasons,
change the world and change the times,
Could not give me the secrets of your heart
and of your mind

In the darkness that surrounds me now
there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me,
leave the thought of us behind

You could give a million reasons,
change the world and change the times
Could not give me the secrets of your heart and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me now
there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me,
leave the thought of us behind